Dad

There isn't a day that goes by that I do not think of him.  I so selfishly still wish he was still here.  He left the world by choice and that seems the worst. He had good enough reason's to leave this world when I think long and hard about it.  I am not sure how I would hold up to medical news that I was broken and couldn't be fixed.  Knowing being unable to be fixed meant leaving this world.

He fixed everything, from a nail hole to making me smile.  Until the end, there wasn't anything that could darken his demeanor.  He had a true loving and caring soul.  Unselfish in every way, giving to so many in so many ways.  Some by simply a gesture and sometimes monetary means.  He was very passionate about oddly 13 different charities and or organizations.  He gave everything he had to everything he was passionate about.  I don't believe I would be able to compose a list or a number of people he helped in some way directly or indirectly.

If only he was still here and if only there were many many more like him on this big round rock we live on.  The world would be a much better place in so many ways because of selfless people like Dad.